Wisdom Arises From
The Practice
Bhavanamayapanna
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Observing the
rising and falling of the abdomen is to practice the mindfulness of the
breathing meditation that the Buddha practiced. Firm, unwavering concentration is its base. In developing wisdom through the
practice of the Four Foundations of Mindfulness, as long as concentration (samadhi)
is not firm and unwavering, there will always be defilements and thoughts
arising in the mind. We must
use mindfulness to observe this. It
is not so important how calm the mind is, it is more important how we observe
and note the mind in the present moment.
Then wisdom will gradually arise, and our habits will eventually be
calmed.
As
for insight (vipassana) you must develop it gradually. The teaching I give about directing
your mindfulness to the solar plexus, you must be able to do this. I have taught this to children. Sometimes when they are taking their
exams and they can’t figure out the answer, directing mindfulness to the solar plexus
is a technique which has already showed results. That is, observing the long breaths, directing mindfulness
to the solar plexus, and slowing noting, “thinking, thinking.” This is for students who are studying
in university. In no long time
they can think of the answer, and it’s never wrong. It is the practice of observing the solar plexus. Sometimes we don’t know that is going
to happen, we don’t know what to do, but if we just direct our mindfulness to
the solar plexus, “knowing, knowing” when the mindfulness is
good, wisdom arises, and we develop knowledge of many things. This is not a training method, it’s a
technique that can be used for particular circumstances.
But
the training is at “rising, falling.”
Walking meditation is a training method, a routine devised for
training. Wisdom is not
scholarship. Developing insight
meditation according to the Buddha’s way, one must throw out the text books and
scholarship, on must just practice according to this way, throwing out our
views and our scholastic knowledge.
Just keep on observing. It
is accumulating credits for the arising of wisdom by observing the ways moods
and thoughts arise and how to solve problems in the most certain way. For example, when someone comes and
asks a problem, you will be able to answer their problem. This is the first way. The second way is that if a problem
arises, like dust getting in the eye, we can use wisdom to solve it. This is how to develop happiness in
the family, and this is wisdom. It
is not just sitting and seeing things.
The
wisdom that sees cause and effect is the wisdom that can help you to remove all
badness from yourself and all defilements which arise in the mind, to suppress
them in time. It is not the
wisdom that knows what to sell and how much to sell it for in order to make the
most profit. The wisdom that we
experience in developing insight meditation is not something that you can put
into words or tell others, nor can it be given from one person to another. It is the gift to each individual. Other teachers may have other
techniques, and others have still other techniques for solving problems.
The
wisdom of insight is something we can know. If someone else has suffering how can we relieve it? We can talk in accordance with their real
mental state, just a the Buddha was able to know the mental states of other
beings. Because he knew other
people’s mental states he was able to solve their problems in the right way. The wisdom that arises from insight is
not wisdom in relation to making a living, but that kind of wisdom can arise,
like a side product. For example,
wisdom of the real nature of conditions can enable us to know that is going to
happen in the immediate future, and we can work to solve a future problem in
the present.
Usually
we do not know how wisdom arises.
Wisdom is not cleverness, but it is the arising of the knowledge of how
to solve problems as they arise.
It is difficult to find.
Like the “seeing” that I talk about. It was a long time before I knew about it. The delusion (moha) that arise
within us can be destroyed immediately.
When someone is waling toward you, you must try to ascertain what it is
they wan to see you about. But you
can’t do it. You’ve never observed
in this way, so you never have experience with this kind of problem. When people approach us, men or women,
we can know, wisdom can arise, what business they have with us. This is not text book knowledge, it is
wisdom that arises just from mindfulness.
Just seeing their face we can tell what’s going to happen. It is hard to convey to others, you
must continue to practice and you will see it for yourselves. If you are a scholar and simply believe
the texts without practicing, no fruit of practice will arise.
Studying
the practice is difficult, because mental states are always changing. I advise you to observe on thing at a
time, study one thing at a time.
But when we practice it’s all scattered: the matter of the cows is not
over with before the matter of the buffaloes comes in, and it goes on like
this. This is because you haven’t
practiced sufficiently, you haven’t trained in this way. You don’t have to make a big study
about it, just let the practice develop of itself, and the fruits arise in
accordance with your wisdom.
Wisdom is the important thing.
Wisdom is not scholasticism, it is an internal thing. For example ,when there is feeling,
just note one feeling at a time.
There is pain, as I’ve told you.
The pain is so much, but it will soon show its characteristic of aniccam,
impermanence, and suffering. It
really is suffering. Suffering is
the Dhamma. We will only
experience happiness afterwards.
Feeling keeps arising in profusion and confusion. The matter of the cows isn’t yet over
when this or that cuts in: it’s like this all the time, the mind is confused
and scattered.
Just
keep observing. Now if wisdom
arises, the mind can know these thoughts and feeling clearly through
observation. The trick is,
whatever arises, just observe it.
Don’t throw out the Four Noble Truths. When suffering arises, search for its cause, and make that
the basis of your practice. Then
you will discover the Four Noble Truths. I advise you to practice consistently, just keep
observing. When the mind gets into
the groove, wisdom will be able to answer ten kinds of problems all at
once. When people come with this
or that business, our “computer” will be able to analyze them into different
kinds. But confusion will
inevitable arise if you haven’t practice enough.
I
have practiced for a long time, more than thirty years. And I’ve practices devotedly, so that I
know that feeling (vedena) is the Dhamma, suffering is the Dhamma, and
happiness in only a small thing.
In the past I looked for happiness. Everybody wants happiness and prosperity, but if we
haven’t gone through suffering, our happiness will always be stained with
suffering, it will be unstable.
Happiness is assuredly unastable, aniccam.
I’ve
practiced in many different ways.
I can separate my mind into compartments, and have one part analyzing
the causes and effects, looking at the facts, and another part using my wisdom
to help others, pointing out the way for them. It isn’t text book knowledge. It is just “rising” and “falling,” seeing them very
clearly. If it isn’t clear at first
it will gradually get clearer as the practice progresses, just as I advise you
to establish mindfulness when you sleep.
I
say we should take the one and only way.
Other ways may be right for you, but I haven’t practiced them. You may say my way isn’t right, just to
have mindfulness is good enough, but I say this is simple enough: the Four
Foundations of Mindfulness: body, feeling, mind and Dhammas. You can practice them at all times; the
sense bases, the elements, the faculties are our basis. The faculties have the duty of
overseeing our work. The mind
arises at one of the sense faculties, its duty is to make contact. It is especially constructed for the purpose. We establish mindfulness and it
immediately stops. This is the
teaching of the supreme way.
The
Buddha said the supreme way can be used at all times, whether you stand, walk,
sit or lie down turn left or turn right: have mindfulness and clear
comprehension at all times. When you
pick something up, do it with mindfulness, know what you are picking up. This is the teaching of the
Buddha. It is subtle and refined. The postures we use every day can all
be bases for the development of the Four Foundations of Mindfulness. If you are skilled in the practice it
isn’t necessary to note, mindfulness arises of its own accord. When we raise our hand or pick up
something, mindfulness tells us what we are doing and what the objective of our
actions is. Wisdom will also be
involved.
I
hold the Four Foundations of Mindfulness as my base in the practice, because
that is the technique that has been fruitful for me. It has enabled me to nurture wisdom and to know in advance
some of the events of my life.
This is another form that the practice can take. At other places the practice may take
another form, but they will always be directed toward the same objectives. It’s like the story I often tell of the
blind men groping the elephant: it’s all one elephant, you can’t say that
others are wrong.
The
forty meditation themes are techniques for counteracting specific mental
states, in specific circumstances.
You may like to look at beautiful forms and still go to Nibbana;
you may like to hear pleasant sounds and still go to Nibbana, but they
must be looked at in terms of impermanence, suffering and not self, that is the
way of insight. Some places don’t
practice properly, they go into magic and the occult: that is a different
direction altogether.
It doesn’t matter whether your breathing is long or short. The important thing is that you observe the breath in the present moment, “rising”, “falling”, just observe it. If you can’t observe it, if it’s too fast or too slow and you can’t watch it in time, you must set up your observation again. You don’t have to worry about whether the rising and falling are long or short, or too long or too short—don’t worry about that. Just know that you are observing it how it is in the present moment. When you breathe in the abdomen rises; when you breathe out it falls. Just keep observing it, that’s all you need to do. It isn’t necessary to note how long the rising or the falling is, but sometimes the knowledge will arise of itself, you will know how many stages there are in the rising and how many in the falling. Sometimes this knowledge will arise of itself that the rising is long and the falling is short. Sometimes the falling is long, and falls down very deep, then the rising is short. It happens of itself. The only important this is to keep nothing in the present moment.
It
took me a long time to master the practice of the rising and falling, because I
had practiced “bud-dho” for ten years, the Dharmakaya for six
months. Then when I started
practicing the Four Foundations of Mindfulness, I would observe “rising,”
“falling,” then “bud-dho” would creep in. It would be like this.
I could observe the rising and falling for a time, but then the mind
would come back to the old theme.
I had done it for ten years, so it was implanted into me. But gradually it changed. I say this is the good way to go: “rising,”
“falling.” But I couldn’t help
going back to “bud-dho” sometimes because I had done it for ten
years. As I continued it got
worse, there were many thoughts.
But “bud-dho” can be used to develop the Four Foundations of
Mindfulness too, observing body, feeling, mind and dhammas. It can be used for that too, but
observing the solar plexus is much clearer.
How
is “rising, falling” clearer?
Sometimes the mind will sink down on the rising, sometimes on the
falling, and we can see it much clearer then. What kind of images (nimitta) arise? Some people say they sit
meditation. Some people say
this. The fact is that for insight
it isn’t necessary to have a nimitta. If a nimitta arises in concentration meditation, just
note “seeing, seeing” and it will disappear. In some places the meditators are very sensitive, they cling
on to what they see, and they see many things, they are always arising. Sometimes they sit only five minutes and
a nimitta arises, they see all kinds of things, but they have to be able
to observe them. It is another way
of practice.
When
standing, note the crown of the head, establish your mindfulness well. Direct it down to the feet, noting “standing”
and observe the tips of your toes.
Compose you mindfulness at the feet and then sweep up to the head. Stand quietly and conceive a mental
image of the body, from the tips of the toes up to the crown of the head. A mental image of the body will arise
for contemplating on. Reflect on
this mental image of the body, from the crown of the head to the tips of the
toes, five times altogether, then open your eyes. There will be a feeling of numbness over the body, but the
thought will arise in the mind.
While we are standing sometimes the body will incline to the left and we
won’t be able to feel the right side, sometimes it will incline to the right
and we can’t feel the left side of the body.
In
this practice, note “standing” and see the whole body, conceive a mental
image of your standing posture, note the center, from the head downwards to the
chest and down between the two feet.
Then your body will not sway to the left or the right. Sometimes if we incline to the right,
the left side will seem to have on feeling. It’s not paralysis.
It’s just a sensation that arises in the meditation. While standing, keep on noting,
continuously and slowly. Let the
mind wander from the word “standing” a little. Standing form the “left” go to the head. Sometimes
the mind will go off to the right or the left, but then we dive down into the
mental image, just mentally noting the position of our body.
It is the same with the rising and the falling. At first it may be very clear, but as you continue to note it may become more and more indistinct until it may not even be apparent. If this happens, the rising and falling seem to disappear. If this happens, the rising and falling seem to disappear, then breathe very slowly and deeply, observe, “knowing, knowing,” and reestablish your mindfulness at the solar plexus, noting “rising, falling,” and it will soon become clear once again. If the rising and the falling is not clear, if it is very faint, try putting your hand on the solar plexus to make the sensation clearer, and it will become clearer. Alternatively, just continue to note “knowing, knowing,” reestablish your mindfulness and then go back to noting rising and falling: it will become clear again. Is the mind very scattered? If it mildly scattered then just note it. This is how it is taught according to the Four Foundations of Mindfulness, not like the “bud-dho” people: that’s not the way. I’ve practiced that way, it takes a long time to get the mind into the right state, you have to keep at the practice for a long time.
But
there is one thing about vipassana that needs bearing in mind: firstly,
the wisdom that arises sees the many different kinds of defilements arising
within us. We see the law of karma
operating, just from the image of feeling that arises. Secondly, whatever arises, it can all
be noted according to the Four Foundations of Mindfulness. Hold onto this basic principle.
Whatever arises, note its cause. Don’t
just sink down into a peaceful state.
Wisdom does not arise from sinking down into calmness. Knowledge arises from the mindfulness
and clear comprehension that we actually develop in the practice. We note the feelings of pain and
stiffness that arise here and there, each as it arises, as I’ve explained. Be sure to observe feeling (vedana). The more you can note the feelings the
more profound and inspiring your practice will be. When lesser feelings arise they will be only minor
concerns. This is an important
point.
Sometimes
you may remember some past bad karma that you’ve done. Don’t bother thinking about the karma,
keep practicing to keep the mind from getting distracted by nothing the
feelings that arise. This is the
way to practice. You don’t have to
look at anything else, just note the feelings that arise within yourself and it
will all become clear. If there is
a lot of pain, note it. Don’t
spread goodwill while practicing meditation. The basic principle is that when
you have sat meditation for an hour, say, when you have finished the time
determined for the practice, then direct your mind to thoughts of
forgiveness. The way to do this is
to ask forgiveness for pas bad actions.
Once you have asked forgiveness then spread thoughts of goodwill.
For
example, a student came from Khon Kaen to study at Ayudhya Teacher’s
College. She had such pain she
couldn’t sit. Noting it didn’t
help. Then she remembered that
when she was a child her parents had her go and catch frogs. She broke their legs—while they were
still alive. When she told me
about it I asked her, When you note the pain does it disappear?” No, it doesn’t disappear. The more I note it the more painful it
gets.” “Before, did you ever think of the frogs?” “No, I never thought of them
at all.” It got worse and
worse—what did she do? She solved
the problem by spreading loving-kindness and dedicating the merits of her
practice, and the pain disappeared.
Now she is a teacher, she finished her diploma. She used the practice that I’ve taught
about here.
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